Mumble: My heartbeat nearly stopped on the night I pumped 90 ringgit just for 3 quarter of petrol.
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Everything is finally behind me... Examinations are officially over and results would be out on 11th of June, I think... I'm going to pass?
There was just too much of studying. I studied without break from 10am to 2am, something I have not done before in life.
I took too many cups of coffee and decided to call it a stop, I had headache and my hands were shaky.
I did not dare to think of the consequences should I give up halfway... I only know it is far from what I could imagine. Even during times I feel like puking, I know nothing is worse than retaking, screwing up all my schedules and plans.
Just too many uncertainties ahead, I don't even know where I would be next Feb. Only sure thing is I will stay in Malaysia until that time.
Secret Recipe is a good place to study, just because the Subang branch is just way too far from occupied.
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Everything is finally behind me... Examinations are officially over and results would be out on 11th of June, I think... I'm going to pass?
There was just too much of studying. I studied without break from 10am to 2am, something I have not done before in life.
I took too many cups of coffee and decided to call it a stop, I had headache and my hands were shaky.
I did not dare to think of the consequences should I give up halfway... I only know it is far from what I could imagine. Even during times I feel like puking, I know nothing is worse than retaking, screwing up all my schedules and plans.
Just too many uncertainties ahead, I don't even know where I would be next Feb. Only sure thing is I will stay in Malaysia until that time.
Secret Recipe is a good place to study, just because the Subang branch is just way too far from occupied.
It have been really long since the last time I remembered waking up early in the morning, except those times that I woke up for exams and early classes.
I really found my solace in the morning and I realised how stupid I were to miss out the moment that comes by everyday without fail.
It made me really busy for stopping by every few steps just to take picture of something but I swear it wasnt as tiring as it sounded.
I remember those days when I was a kid, waking up just to watch mother doing her chores and talking to her, I'm glad till this age, I still talk to her about almost everything.
And on my way back I realised there were balloons on each house along the street.Or all of the streets.Obviously they were the ones who did it, early in the morning!It kept me wondering for quite a while what was that for.It was advertisement for bank financing services. I don't need them anyway.
This semester wasn't satisfying enough, things did not go as they were planned, I slacked during revision and I overlooked the importance of keeping up with study weeks.
I can't afford a chance for it to happen again, no matter what god have planned for me, I don't think I'm supposed to fail.
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