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I'm trying to stay awake.
I'm trying to hide my emotions.
I'm trying to care less.
I'm trying to be myself.
I'm trying to not let others know.
I'm trying to get into my plan, so wise yet with a stupid motive.

It still had to happen, the long wait. Yes, I've seen it coming.
Contemplating did not help even wee bit and aggravated the suffering.
It is crazy, plain crazy.
Screw it... I can't even smile.